Boredom takes hold (Van123)

It's the Easter holidays, two weeks off school. I've just finished my first week off. Not done much at all. Watched a bit of the TV I've downloaded. Played around with Photoshop a lot. That's pretty fun. I admit I'm not the best at it, not by any means. But I think I'm getting pretty good at it. I like art, not just complex stuff, but really simple stuff too. I uploaded a bit of stuff to deviantART, and that's kept me busy for a few days. With the forum being down, I need something else to do.

I'm kind of glad that the forum's down, cos it means I have to find new stuff to do. Unfortunately, the new stuff still involves me sitting infront of a screen. It's a sad life. Youths these days, we have no real direction. Gone are the days of street football, and cricket in the park. In this digital era, teenagers have no incentive to do anything but stay in and play videogames, or go to the park to smoke. That's depressing, isn't it? Relying on machines and drugs for fun? I'd like the say that I'm opposed, becuase I am, but at the same time, I like it. I've decided to stop the 'nabis now. I've come to realise it's stupid. You smell. You get tired. And it makes me feel a bit ill. Not to mention the money wasted and the time taken thinking up excuses of why I smell of smoke. There's no point. I'll pick it up again in Uni, maybe.

So I got invited to a mainstream party. Everyone's going, and it's just up the road. But i'm not sure I can handle 4 hours of RnB blasting into my skull. And the garage. Oh dear Lord the garage. But I might bring a few people back to my house to sleep afterwards, that'll be fun. I can easily accomodate for them, but not if they all want to stay in the same room. That'll be a tight squeeze, but it's all fun. Specially cos I like to sleep naked.

I've hardly left the house, and I'm not sure I really want to. It's sad. It's very sad indeed. Sure, I want to leave the house, but I don't want to go anywhere. I don't want to go smoke with people, because I'm giving up, remember? And I don't want to go shopping becuase I know I'll spend all my money - and I've not got a lot. I'm going to do something next week, though. I don't know what, but I'm going to leave the house.

This has been a boring week, I have to make the effor to change things.

In conclusion: Bring back the forum.